You've to know
that my life is on hold. I look @ the clock & the calendar, & the hours &
the days take on a renewed sense of length. Time stands still. The nights
take forever. My sleep is restless. My life is on "Pause... waiting" I just
really miss you... I pray that you're safe from all harm &
you're feeling all right, that you're healthy & sleeping well... I miss your
laughter
I miss our talks... Sometimes I
almost cry & say it's for no reason, but my heart knows better. I'm just
sad, & I really miss you...
It's time to
get my life back in order... When I wake up tomorrow. my heart is still
going to hurt... But the good news is that everyday, it's going to
hurt a little bit less... As long as I keep moving forward & keep looking
toward tomorrow, best believe that I'm gonna make it through this...
You're living in
Contradiction!!! Alright... How to heal yourself?
Actually, I'm convincing myself that I'm very busy that my thoughts are
clouded by the things I'm doing now, & even more so, by the things I'll do
tomorrow... I make plans, make to-do lists & shopping lists... I'm busy that
I'm doing anything that will keep me from being busy concentrating on them,
because that kind of busy will result in disaster....
I'm sorry but
are you crazy? You're wasting your time!! I mean... You'd better recite
verses from the Holy quraan... The wound will be healed immediately...
Yallah Go...
Oh you're
absolutely right.... Thanks for reminding me... I'd better leave now... But
hey don't call me *Crazy*... I'm not only crazy... I'm the craziness
itself... Buh bye...