i was saying..

 

You've to know that my life is on hold. I look @ the clock & the calendar, & the hours & the days take on a renewed sense of length. Time stands still. The nights take forever. My sleep is restless. My life is on "Pause... waiting" I just really miss you... I pray that you're safe from all harm & you're feeling all right, that you're healthy & sleeping well... I miss your laughter I miss our talks... Sometimes I almost cry & say it's for no reason, but my heart knows better. I'm just sad, & I really miss you...

It's time to get my life back in order... When I wake up tomorrow. my heart is still going to hurt... But the good news is that everyday, it's going to hurt a little bit less... As long as I keep moving forward & keep looking toward tomorrow, best believe that I'm gonna make it through this...

You're living in Contradiction!!! Alright...  How to heal yourself?

Actually, I'm convincing myself that I'm very busy that my thoughts are clouded by the things I'm doing now, & even more so, by the things I'll do tomorrow... I make plans, make to-do lists & shopping lists... I'm busy that I'm doing anything that will keep me from being busy concentrating on them, because that kind of busy will result in disaster....

I'm sorry but are you crazy? You're wasting your time!! I mean... You'd better recite verses from the Holy quraan... The wound will be healed immediately... Yallah Go...

Oh you're absolutely right.... Thanks for reminding me... I'd better leave now... But hey don't call me *Crazy*... I'm not only crazy... I'm the craziness itself... Buh bye...

^PW: these words belongs to miracle girl:P

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